goodbye 09, hello 10!

December 29, 2009
so flies by another year and comes another. hmm, has this year been a good one? or a bad one? i don't know, a lot of things have happened...and i've grown up so much, at least i think? Anywho, with every new year, comes new years resolutions. before i get to that..let's recall my old resolutions and see what i've done.
1. to get on to the deans list - no, i did not get on that, but i did get close to a 4.0 GPA!
2. to lose 10 pounds- yes. hahaha hurray.
3. to be more confident- mmm, i think so. after losing weight, and getting jobs and offers from people, it's boosted my self esteem. let's hope it doesn't get to my head.
4. to get on the miss toronto chinese- BIG NO. no time. and i thought about it...being in a pageant wouldn't really prove anything. and you'll be constantly compared with the past winners and the future winners. and you're putting yourself up there to be critiqued and judged. mmm, so no.
5. to cut out fast foods and decrease coffee intake- i've successfully cut out mcdonalds and most fast foods, depends on how you define it. and coffeee..yea..that's not going anywhere.
SO NOW THAT THAT'S OVER...new year, new resolutions.so here it is:
1. don't fail second year
2. lost another 10 pounds
3. stop being so jealous and insecure
4. go to the gym atleast 3 times a week
5. eat healthier and regularly
6. get a job as a health care provider in the summer
MORE TO COME..i can't think right now :D

so tell me your resolutions and what failed resultions you have : D
 

makeup

December 15, 2009

...what's this blending brush suppose to do? and how do you use the eyeshadow brush? what about the concealer brush? i find using my fingers for concealer a lot easier. and what's this eye defining brush? isn't that like an eyeliner brush? so many brushes! i thought buying "professional" brushes would make me "professional" but truth is..i still don't know how to use it. HOW! this is why i wish i had a sister. my brothers can't teach me this stuff?!


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chinese vs. whites

November 12, 2009
so as i was watching youtube videos, i came across this makeup tutorial with the double eyelid maker glue thing. one of the comments stated something like how asians always try to be more white and how we should embrace how we were made. so it made me wonder...are asians really trying to cop white people? how come everything an asian does something to alter their image, it's considered as not embracing how we were made and just trying to be more "westernized". way to make us sound like we're ...
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tricks of the trade

November 1, 2009
after 19 years..i've come to realize...the myths of pms ACTUALLY does occur...well for me, i meant.
so in case anyone is in close proximity of me, just take this to note.
- when i'm pissed off about something that i would usually be okay with
- i have an ouburst of pimples
- i constantly say things like "i feel fat" or "i feel ugly"
- when i wear sweatpants more often
- if im staring off in the distance looking like i'm in deep thought about something
well guess what...
i'm on my period.
so things to...

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what happy is

October 31, 2009
happy is waking up and looking forward to something
happy is believing that the world could not be a better place
happy is praying that everyone else could feel this
happy is a perma smile
and happy is loving every second of that moment because happy can slip away fast.

happy is so hard to come by..
so why would i let go of the one thing that makes me happy?

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lip smackers

October 22, 2009
life was much more simple when your friends ate lip smackers. delicious, non-toxic and colourful lip smackers. no, it wasn't used to make the boys want to kiss us, at most, it was to look mature when putting it on. none of this chanel- number 85 salmon pink or cherry red.
anyways, the point of this blog wasn't to talk about the different lip balms/lip sticks used. life was just more simple.
life was simple when the only way of getting around was your parents. not even the bus, because the bus...

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appearantly

August 10, 2009
appearantly once you get this status of NURSING, you automatically know ALL the sicknesses in the world and ALL the cures for diseases and cancers. Don't list me a bunch of symptoms..i'm not a human textbook. after all, i'm only going to second year. And when i say i don't know, don't get mad and say "SOME NURSE". if you wanted to know answers, theres the internet. information is always at your fingertips, don't get mad cause you're too lazy to find out for yourself. seriously. don't come up ...
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the illogical equation- rant

August 2, 2009



the equation goes as such: make up + girl can make a very hot girl. a hot girl who is smart..is well, impossible. OF COURSE THIS EQUATION MAKES NO SENSE and is FALSE. however, this is how a lot of people think...
why should a girl have to choose between her looks or her education..it's not that hard to do both. at work the other day, i swear, i think my manager thinks i'm dumb. he comes up to me..and sarcastically goes.."no photoshoot today?" and i'm like HAHA..no. then my other friend walks b...

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that's great.

July 22, 2009
so i call in my work because i can't come. why? because i have two jobs, one of which is training me to be a server, another that i just got. i've waited SO long to be a server, so obviously i cancel the other one. manager is going on about how it's not fair how they're taking the backseat, not cool, and he's gonna write me up. fantastic. and all i can say is, fine. my fault to begin with. i accept that. i can't find anyone to cover my shift, and appearnatly having a hostess on a wednesday ni...
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the summer of broken hearts

July 10, 2009
i suppose being updated by facebook isn't the best way to find out if friends are doing okay. it pains me to see so many broken hearts...me being one. and i know there isn't anything i can say...no words of wisdom, no words of comfort...just the reassurance that you'll get over it. you will. and no matter how weak you feel..how badly you just want to crumble and just die, you will get through it. we are not the first to get our hearts broken, and we won't be the last. he won't be the last.
i ...

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